Get ,Set, Go!!!

Wow!its amazing how life never fails to surprise me with its twists and turns.it beginning to be a roller coaster ride now and guess what i am getting used to those twists and turns that blow me away totally...
so here i was in singapore ..visiting places ..shopping freaking out and doing nothing at all.and i was all ready to pack my bags and come back to india to join my well paying job whic i had got through campus placement in delhi.i was proud of it man!!for having gotten the second best offer in my coll i coudnt thank god enough.
but one fine morning what do i see???an email telling me my joinin has been delayed by 3 months.now it could have been a routine matter.joining getting delayed but no lots of complicancies involved here.seems like it may get delayed even further and chances are you might even be laid off.y???fuck the US recession.never had i thought it could ever affect me.but it affected the firm i was gonna join and made my first job really dicy.
its amazing how at one point i was thinking of spending the amazing amount of salary i was gonna get there and how now i am literally looking at newspapers and job sites to search for a new job.
damn hte fucking company!!how can they possibly do this!i hate them.i wanna slap them hard.saale kameene log.i mean i dint sit for other companie sin the campus coz i already had this offer.had i known anything of this sort can happen i could have easily secured a job somewhere else.how can they do this..its immoral.you promise someone a great job,the person depends on it completely its the best offer he/she could get and then one fine day you give them an indirect signal to start looking for alternatives.
and again!!!!y meeeeeeeeeee!!!!y do u make me go through all this god???to test my strength???cant u already see how strong life has made me.baksho mujhe yaar.itni himmat nahi hai ab.for how long do i keep fighting with life???
hahaha for as long as i can .and guess what i am all ready for this new fight.bhaad mein jaaye saali woh makkar company,i am gonna start working towards a new job and make sure i get a better job than that.it shouldnt be too easy ..i might get bouts of depression on the way ..suffer from low self esteem specially when all your friends have already joined but i promise not to give up.i promise to live by faith and patience.luck will have to change sooner or later.so for the time being its a test that i have to pass.and who says i wont enjoy!!or that i wont shop!!it just might be that the company has given me more time to relax.or it just might be that i may never be called back.and for that i have to prepare myself in the best way possible.make sure i have a back up.make sure that i do not loose out on life,for that is something i have never done .and i wont do it now too.i am m no less than anyone so why should i feel bad .sooooooo i have a plan..and i am all ready to put it in action.this is nothing for me.there have been bigger things in life than this.
so,i m not gonna waste a minute thinking y does it have to be always.may be god knows i can deal with this.n guess wat??now i know that too!!!so the corporate world!!get ready here i come!!!